The First One

“Aye dil hai mushkil jeena yahan..
Jara hatke jara bachke ..
Ye hai duniya meri jann”

It is 3.00 in the morning. N i sat alone in this oppressing silence crying my heart out….
I just cant stop those tear’s to flow out of this already turbulent river!
You’d think I was crazy, tell me tell ya I had just stopped watching “MUMBAI MERI JAAN”.
All the praise I will heap on here will still be less in comparison to what it actually deserves!
The fact is I was’nt just crying for the movie ..I was crying for myself n the doomed others like me… our so called Gen X!

The thing for which I still feel like hitting myself is that ….
We know that the population of India is…almost 100 Cr people.
On top of that we are still a third world country. No point denying the fact.
What do u expect the police personnel to citizen ratio should be?
1:2000-30000? What?
..
Let me Quote an example in any city you take of the foreign country….
You will not find a ratio of more than 1:200!!!!
N you want them to to be your personal servants

Hame bachapan se sikha diya jata hai “The Blame Game”!!!! .
Hum zameen pe gire to galti kiski? The ant..maaro usko…
Humme khudki wajah se thokar lagi to galti kiski? The table..maaro usko…

The police force do all they possibly can!!!!!
Humme agar itti problem hai to humme chintti ko marne ki bajaye sambhal kar chalna sikhna hoga!!!!!!!

Do we even know the pressure these guy’s take? LAPD itself has almost 5:1 ratio of officers to professional psychiatrist!
Here we don’t even have some one sympathetic to talk to them!
All we think is what they are doing wrong!!!!

Another thing The media. Well don’t even get me started on that.I wont be able to stop.
“mujhe to aaj kal koi bhi news channel lagane mein bhi dar lagta hai”

The mindset of the people is just preposterous .I have never seen human’s more undisciplined than this. The more they should be the more they defy it!
The normal life of an Indian citizen irrespective of gender.
Be born go to school compete with other like-headed people for thing that wont matter in the end. Go to college. Have a job. Even if u don’t like it. Find a spouse. Get married n setteled. N another cycle gets started!
In the end u haven’t done nething other than forwarding ur lineage. To fall into just another doomed lifecycle.

Waise ek baal maan ka maasum sawal hai …. Koi bhi terrorist attack k bad logon k hath pe kaala patta bandhne se kya pharak padh jata hai?????
Saala bewkoof samajh rakha hai kya? Ek kaala chithadda hath pe bandhne se agar kuch hota to ye duniya kahan ki kahan pohonch jati!!!

Well another thing I cant see the future but I can sure predict it! And let me tell you our chance of normal survival suck’s!
Even if a whole generation world wide stopped reproducing then too it wont cause a dent on the population!

A paradox n this one bug’s the hell out of me everytym I think about it!
Here it goes… a child with say some disease like epilepsy is born. If it had been the 18th or the 19th century he probably would have died after a seizure or two!
Right now that its 21st century we go an save the kid with medicines n vaccine’s n other crap! He grows up n gets married! These people have kids. one of them has epilepsy!
So the question that goes is if nature intended to let the child die out of the gene pool who are we to mess with it???
An as a consequence we get all those other disease in the human lineage!
Even messing should have a limit to it!
Now would’nt a person born with common sense understand that there is a order tothis world! N we should know better than to tamper with it!
Waise bhi insano ko to kaadi karne mein maze ate hain. Faate mein tang adane ki to pravratti hai humari!
Shouldn’t we start not tampering with it? Coz its about time, otherwise hum aur humaare ane wale kal ko aise hi jeene ki adat daal leni padegi!!

Abhi to mene bolna chalu hi kiya hai! But its enough rage for the first tym to take out on this blog!

well i am a very toxic person. if u think i am insensetive too after reading this you are welcoem to say so.

But remember the truth always slaps you in the face!