Passing Through....

"Time has come, what's done is done
It's time to move on
To another place, another space,
maybe circling some other sun
Don't ask why, don't ask how
I still can't explain
To say goodbye, goodbye for now till I see you again

In the sunlight that's where I'll be
In the moon night close your eyes, you will see me
In the sunrise in the twilight
I'll be the morning and the evening star
I will be there with you wherever you are

Life is strange, such joy and pain
The betrayal and the kiss
It maybe meant to be, maybe destiny
Leads us down a path like this
Child is born, true love is sworn
All the in-between
Well you walk on, walk on until the path is gone
Learning love is the only everything

So it's goodnight, things go wrong
but it's alright
We're all just passin' through here
At the speed of light "

well when they said " people change" I didnt know that they do it this fast........

I didnt knew that I would !

Or that relationships around me would....

friends and best friends,,,

brothers and sisters....

sometimes its for good and others not!

but in all that its I that remain constant...

thats what hurts the most,

knowing , some how , after all this its you and you alone

that you have to live with!

YOU CANT CALL ANYONE YOUR OWN!

Before He Grew Up!

Kanu this is for you.......

Yesterday I reached my tuition early, almost by an hour!

so in compensation i decided to take a nap..

Just as i was on brink of falling asleep, I suddenly and very clearly remembered what it was like when he was young!

I could visualise him exactly as if he was standing there.... and I could even smell him.

That's when I wrote what I was thinking.

" I had always wanted a sister, when asked my opinion.

as was completely natural ( i already had 5 cousin brothers).

But the day he came into being ,

wanting a sister didn't matter anymore.

As I remember, the first time I saw him...

I didn't think of even looking anywhere else !

his eye's were like glazed caramel...

and lips red as strawberries...

OH MY! that skin was as smooth as satin & white as milk...

I could have gulped him there and then!

When he smiled the whole room lit up,

and you couldn't help but smile in return.

I specially remember loving his hands,

all soft and slippery when i washed them.

I loved his smell,

a hint of baby powder and a lotta him!

When ever he kissed me, ( i usually had to beg a lot)

there was never a sweeter kiss than that!

His curly hair, just like maggi!

His antiques , befitting a Rajawat!

I'd say " bachha plz say DeeDee!"

He'd say" Bhow Bhow!"

His " aaj mein puppy hun" and lickin' everyone's feet crawling on all fours!

His "aaj mein baby hun" and then proceeding to act like one!

Well that was a long time ago

and now we fight like Cats n Dogs everyday!

(I don't know if I am the cat or the dog!)

I just wish that

(if knew what i now know)

i could've had a little more time ...

with the innocent little boy that he was

completely adorable.

I would've treasured it more!

I still love him

just not like

BEFORE HE GREW UP!"

There are innumerable thing about him that i wish hadn't changed as he grew up.

but everyone knows nobody remains the same!

It was nice growing up with someone like you - someone to lean on, someone to count on... someone to tell on!

with lottsa love

(een if generaly it doesn't feel like it)

BHOW BHOW!