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its been too long
now that i've penned down somthing i dont know y i waited this long
its just too bad that i can only write in times of great emotion out bursts

it had been a wierd day..... by the night came i was out of sort

so i played a couple of favourite song that i cry to

and here i am.... i know this one sucks but atleast its a start.

There was a balmy breeze flowing through my feet silky white camisole fluttered in tune with my hair

i bent and tried to look below me
the lights were blurry winking in and out of site
like huge balls of golden explosions
the vertigo should have sent my stomach into frenzy
instead my fingers were wet from all the tears
running down my cheeks
i imagined all the forever’s we would have had
and all the could have been’s
but no one asked me to wait
another gut wrenching sob escaped my lips
i stared straight ahead above the city lights
beyond the thinkable limit
to the indistinguishable horizon
and saw a soothing sea of empty blackness
the pressure lifted off
tears dried and my heart slowed to a stop
in great expectation I took a step forward
turned back to look at the bleeding sky
i closed my eyes as the air rushed by me
just before the night swallowed me whole

i felt immensely relieved.