Before He Grew Up!

Kanu this is for you.......

Yesterday I reached my tuition early, almost by an hour!

so in compensation i decided to take a nap..

Just as i was on brink of falling asleep, I suddenly and very clearly remembered what it was like when he was young!

I could visualise him exactly as if he was standing there.... and I could even smell him.

That's when I wrote what I was thinking.

" I had always wanted a sister, when asked my opinion.

as was completely natural ( i already had 5 cousin brothers).

But the day he came into being ,

wanting a sister didn't matter anymore.

As I remember, the first time I saw him...

I didn't think of even looking anywhere else !

his eye's were like glazed caramel...

and lips red as strawberries...

OH MY! that skin was as smooth as satin & white as milk...

I could have gulped him there and then!

When he smiled the whole room lit up,

and you couldn't help but smile in return.

I specially remember loving his hands,

all soft and slippery when i washed them.

I loved his smell,

a hint of baby powder and a lotta him!

When ever he kissed me, ( i usually had to beg a lot)

there was never a sweeter kiss than that!

His curly hair, just like maggi!

His antiques , befitting a Rajawat!

I'd say " bachha plz say DeeDee!"

He'd say" Bhow Bhow!"

His " aaj mein puppy hun" and lickin' everyone's feet crawling on all fours!

His "aaj mein baby hun" and then proceeding to act like one!

Well that was a long time ago

and now we fight like Cats n Dogs everyday!

(I don't know if I am the cat or the dog!)

I just wish that

(if knew what i now know)

i could've had a little more time ...

with the innocent little boy that he was

completely adorable.

I would've treasured it more!

I still love him

just not like

BEFORE HE GREW UP!"

There are innumerable thing about him that i wish hadn't changed as he grew up.

but everyone knows nobody remains the same!

It was nice growing up with someone like you - someone to lean on, someone to count on... someone to tell on!

with lottsa love

(een if generaly it doesn't feel like it)

BHOW BHOW!